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This is my personal logbook where I share my daily life and feelings. Also found here are some news affecting Asia Pacific Region which i have found interesting.

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Friday, August 31, 2007

1st September 2007

Logbook Entry 01-09-07

I have just signed a contract with my girlfriend to change for the better within three months. If any of the ten points of the contract is broken, she would have the right to dump me. Am I correct to sign such a contract with her? Can character faults be changed over night?

I only know that I would do my best for it and hope that I can fulfil her demands and conditions to the best and maximum of my capacilities.

RE: Ang Lee's latest work at Venice

Another film from Ang Lee, a pride of the chinese community worldwide. Take a look at this latest trailer.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

RE: Singaporean third most powerful woman according to Forbes

Whoa, Ho Ching is ranked as the third most powerful woman in the world according to Forbes. That is not surprising, considering that her husband is the PM and she is the head of one of the largest investment company in the world, Temasek Holdings. Never the less, is great to see a Singaporean in the top list.

RE: The Opening of business casino in world

Whoa, the world largest casino is now open in Singapore, cannot wait to see when the IR in Singapore are open for business.


Wednesday, August 29, 2007

30th August 2007 Entry Log II

Logbook 30-08-07 Entry Log II

Enough muttering of getting cheated on the internet.

I am not sure why that I always cannot celebrate my girlfriend's birthday properly. Yesterday, again on her birthday, I was not feeling well. However I insisted on going out to celebrate, but she allowed me to rest and then went out.

The whole schedule was thrown into the mess. I knew that my girlfriend is damn disappointed in me for failing to make her birthday a happy and memorable one every year. Hence I am feeling that I am useless for all it takes. I am blessed in the sense that my girlfriend is willing to forgive me for all the shit I have done, but deep inside, I am afraid of losing such a good girlfriend.

I am really silly here in stating it here. After 4 years together, I feel that I am someone who cannot do anything right. Always making her angry and worried over me, am I that bad??? I am also not sure on it.

30th August 2007

Logbook Entry 30-08-07 Entry Log I

I am a stupid fool to be duped by the Ultimate Wealth Package which I purchased over the internet. Really should read up more on the package before committing myself to buying the package.

Luckly I managed to get a refund from the clickbank. This would seriously make me consider sigining up for any packages worth more than $10 seriously before paying in the future.

Really after reading through lots of info on forums on the UWP, I am not the one that felt cheated by the programme. I felt really fustrated by it, thinking of actually learning to be an IM and instead getting tons of rubbish to bat.

Hence my warning here is that for people to realise that it is wiser to read up more before committing themselves to any of get rich schemes on the internet.

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

28th August 2007 Entry Log III

Logbook 28-08-07 Entry Log III

This is another question on my mind. Now is the Hungry Ghost Festival in Lunar Calender, hence there are a lot of offerings to the wandering spirits and ghosts in the neighbourhood. The question is where are all the bins for burning the paper money gone to? According to my mother, there was at least 2 bins per block previously. But now only 1. Could it because the town council are afraid of people stealing the bins to sell since they are mostly made of iron and prices of metal are sky high now.

A question here would be whom in the right mind would want offending the spirits and ghosts to steal one of these bins. Stranger things have happened too. Surely this would not happen.

Anyway there is really a chinese custom of burning offerings to the ghosts or "hao xiong di" (good brothers in chinese). The whole seventh month in the Lunar Calender belongs to the Hungry Ghosts while accordingly to chinese lore that the gates to hell are opened during this month. Hence parents would warn their children not to stray out too late in case of running into any of the good brothers at night. My mum would always remind me of this.

Sometimes it is wise to do so as to do otherwise is to risk the wrath of these brothers in your luck is low.

Tomorrow would be interesting as I go about celebrating with my girlfriend. Hopefully we would not argue on her big day.

Cheers for now.

28th August 2007 Entry Log II

Logbook 28-08-07 Entry Log II

Another interesting topic off the newspaper today in Singapore is that private investigator would require a permit from the police to conduct investigation on any minister. Interesting here is that a NMP raised in parliment on would it apply to investigation of "special" affairs of ministers. Sure singapore is a place of many laws. This sure takes the cake for today. Just think a PI walks into the police station and ask for a permit to investigate a minister of a possible affair or divorce case, the chances that the minister would know of it is 100% within the hour if I am not wrong. Do read the NEWSPAPER for the whole dialgoue on this story.

Disclaimer: Do forgive me if the above is interupted wrongly. It is just my perception of the possibililty of it happening.

I would agree with the whole idea that the PI and private security industry do need to be regulate in order to be more effective and professional. But the above really takes the cake from the law. At least now when we hire security, we do know of their qualification for the jobs instead of being clueless on whenever they are suitable.

28th August 2007

Logbook 28-08-07 Entry I

Have woken up at 10am, been trying my hand in creating a website. Only then I realised that there are a lot of things which I cannot do without reading up first.

Hence by 3pm, I really realised what an a## I have been all day. I really should not be so impatient at first attempt.

The result is this website www.dozhpackage.com which any interested can view. The issue here is that it came with a package which I cannot edit much. Therefore I went and email the administrator to ask on how do I edit.

And after checking my cc bills for the past 2 days, I really spent a bomb to make this internet business work. But would it really work? I am quite spectic about it. I am putting my best effort into understanding this business.

One is that most of the ideas I have seen floating around the web seen to have orginated from one source as the aims and methods are very similiar. Would them really work after so many people have used them. True the internet is huge and the possibilities are many. But would each of them work prefectly. My only worry is if the idea does not work and the author does not refund me the money, could be it a wrong mistake on my part.

Hopefully it would not be. Anyway looking at it from another perceptive is to buy a lesson for me. Let's hope luck is with me.

Monday, August 27, 2007

27th August 2007 Log Entry IV

Logbook 27-08-07 Log Entry IV

Just before signing off today is a thought of today is finally I have done something which I loved to explore on my own

Arch Angel

27th August 2007 Log Entry III

Logbook 27-08-07 Entry III

Just got off reading about the internet business and the possibilities it holds. A lot of reading for me to carry on before taking my serious dip into this option. Looking around, truly the limit for this sort of business is the limit of one's imgination.

However to be the next Bill Gates or to come up with Google, that's a one in a million chance. Usually good ideas may not end up as a finished product; only through perservance of these gifted people, then do we have microsoft and the Google. My purpose is learning all these is to better improve myself and possible to provide alternative source of revenue for myself and my family.

Is it the best choice for me? I believe that only through trying, then can I say is it a best choice as without trying out as with my business project, I really don't wish to give up without giving a best shot on it yet.

At least my girlfriend is pleased that I got something to do instead of laying around at home, doing nothing useful in her mind. I would really want to make her and my parents as happy as possible instead of them worrying them for me everyday. That make me feel some useless in the sense that I cannot do anything straight and right at all. With each passing day of the last 3 months, this sense of unworthiness have been eating away at me. The burden of looking at the worry and insecurity of my loved ones really pushed me to really consider my future and actions. Only in that way, could my feelings of unworthiness have or could be lessen each day.

Being without a job, I now can imgine what my father went through when he stopped working. Only difference is that I have no family commitments which the only good thing that would allow me so much time to lay around; pondering my future and route forward.

Letting this out in open allows an avenue of release for me without it, it would just fester in my heart or hidden in the depths of my mind.

Thank God for blogger now.

27th August 2007 Log Entry II

Log Entry 27-08-07

Something of interest to add. My girlfriend is coming up on wednesday. I believe it is a female gene that would expect all boyfriends to cater to the birthdays and remember each and every present and location celebrated for each birthday.

This is something I cannot figure out on the importance attached to them. Yes I understand during the romance period, one should try to be as romantic as possible. Of many things I tried, this is one that has always escaped one. Without any doubts, I would have wished that I could be romantic, yet every attempt mostly have turned on me.

Hence I just praying to myself that nothing goes wrong for this birthday of my beloved. If not, I would be in deep s*** for it. Hopefully I can really get it right this time.

Stay tune for the outcome, my log.

27th August 2007

Logbook Entry 27-08-07

Being jobless for the last three months have sent me thinking what do I want in live at all. I believe that this is a stage where most people also go through.

Searching for one's goals or purposes in life. Without a doubt, if i cannot see what lay ahead of myself, how can I be sure of what I am?

The question of who and what I am born for have been troubling me for a long time. I am going to be one to contribute to society or one taking from it. True, one cannot measure in practical terms where one would stand in his or her own eyes; it is always through eyes of others that measure one.

For example, for the past 3 months, I having working on the idea of running a business with my ex-collegue. However the project keep running into trouble at every turn. Furthermore with my parents and girlfriend against the whole idea in the first place, I am not sure on whether I should continue or go find a job. The problem is that the project have not even taken shape yet, I am thinking of quitting.

Hence for the past week I was weighing the pro and cons of this. Should I continue, my mum and girlfriend would be continuous worrying about it and me. Yet I may unwillingly to let go without going through the motions at all. Therefore the deep blue sea and the devil, for me to choose one.

In the midist of all, I made a decision to try out something else which I could do in my ample spare time now to get my mind off the matter. I just went and spent close to S$300 on some literature to see whether can I get an internet project off the ground. I personally feel at least something that I can control the destiny by my self. Instead of the business project, where I need to see the temper and emtions of my partners.

With this, I end my first entry in this log